March of Dimes

I want to share my personal story with you. 4 years ago I gave birth to the most beautiful Son and Daughter at 26 weeks 0 day. Diego and Destyni were the smallest babies I had ever seen. Javier and I married in 2000 and we knew we wanted more children from the being so when the Dr. Told us we were going to have twins we were so happy. We never image that I would go in preterm labor at 26 weeks and that our twins would never make it home .

The story I'm going to share with you is a story about how our beloved family and friend give us sign from heaven to let us know they are OK and happy. The day Diego was buried I was walking away from his grave site I was mad as hell at everyone . I couldn't understand why God would do this to me. AS I walked I looked down and found a Dime.... Something told me to pick it up has I held it in my hand I felt Diego telling me it was ok and that he was back home. Seven days later Destyni passed away has I left the nicu. I looked down and found Two dimes once again I picked them up . As the month went by at the most hardest days of my life. I kept finding dimes...I started to feel sick and made a appt with my doctor office. I walked in to the front office to check in when the lady next to me asked if I had drop money on the floor. I looked down and found two dimes again. It was my turn to be seen after my appt the lady in the front desk asked if I wanted to buy a bear to donate the money to the march of DIMES. At that moment I realized that yes The twins where born in March and yes there name started with D's and yes I was finding Dimes like crazy... Diego and Destyni where giving me sign to tell me that they were always with me and that the were Okay....
Please dontate what ever you can in memory of Diego and Destyni . Our Friends Crisant Family will be walking for them in April and also for there Quads.....

Happy 4th birthday Diego and Destyni

People always says time heals everything and even a broken heart . I would have to say that it doesn't heal it. It just become more real. Today My beloved twins Diego and Destyni turn 4 With that said it also means 4 long years of broken heart. I miss them dearly and I will never forget them..The were born at 26weeks 0 day.Diego lived 3 days and Destyni passed away 2 weeks later. When I found out I was having twins it was the happiest day of my life . I started planning everything from cribs to where they would live after getting marry. I never believe I would never see them grow old. Lots of time has gone by and I have been able to think about what really happened someone told me that things happens for a reason. At that time I was able to believe that god was teaching me a lesson until now that I have this crazy quads. I realized that god have me the twins to learn love a patients . With that lesson I become the person I'm now Best dam mom,wife and friend. When I have a bad day and the quads are crying I sit back and remember how it could be to not have a child to cry . Diego and Destyni Thank you for coming and showing me what true love is.....Because of you I'm living me life with grace That way someday I could go to heaven and hold you in my arms again...

Happy Birthday

Happy St. PATTY Day

3 years ago today. I went in to preterm labor with our quads at 17weeks. I was taken to the hospital with 6 Min's apart contractions. We I arrived. The Dr told me that I had lost almost all my cervix and they would have to go and put in a Cervical Cerclage. I went in the OR with no hopes of coming home with my babies. Dr. Elliot and Dr. HO where there to hold me up in spirit and hope. The believe enough in me. Dr. Ho told me that I wouldn't have this babies until it was time. At 17 weeks I start complete bed rest and a new game started believing in myself and in my strength to carry all 4 babies to 32 weeks. As most people celebrate ST. Patty Day.

We celebrate the quick medical care I received at Banner Good Sam and The love and kindness that all the nurse's on the 5Th floor show our Family. Thank you Dr. Elliot and Dr. Ho for the care. Today we have 4 healthy kids wearing green!

Thank you,
DIAZ CLAN